it hurts, like freaking crap

my cheek has started to swell too. painkillers are making me so sleepy, but my naps have been so short, so many, but so short. i can feel the pain, and i always wake up with a mouthful of blood. /:

ivan on tv is definitely taking my mind off the pain, i'm glad he got so far into the competition so i'll still get to see him next week. (: ivan's still as cute although everything on tv is green. in mia's words, he's a dude, he's raw, he's vulnerable, its just...i love you. aww. that's exactly my feelings too.

♥ Do what you do,
down on me